Being a female graphic designer with a familyIf you decided to have a family, should you're career come second? Does this mean it is impossible to be a successful designer and a good mother? Surely the most important thing is feeding your children and having enough money to keep them secure and happy, therefor you might have to accept jobs you aren't so interested in to earn sufficient money to do this. Life is about survival primarily! Perhaps the answer if you are very lucky is to have a wife/husband team that live and work together and can share all responsibilities and support each other.
Also the fact that practically all my female friends that have kids and are designers were made redundant after going back to work from their maternity leave. Perhaps this is because of the recession primarily and obviously they couldn't give as much time or freedom to a job as someone without kids. But it is evident none the less.
Do woman have more self-doubt and lesser egos than men? Is the recipe for success a shed loads of testosterone? Guess we can't generalise and more and more woman are getting ahead in business these days. This is another essay all to together!
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2 types of designMaking things (books, mags, exhibitions) &
Selling things (branding, corp id, packaging, marketing, advertising)
In the former the message should/is not obscured by branding. In the latter it is obvious that the message hierarchy begins with the branding first. If the brand guidelines have been properly established then the look and feel and tone of voice will already carry the brand message anyway. Nick Bells opposition to this is when it comes to art gallery branding:
"Problems emerge when the visual language and agenda of marketing, branding and promotion is employed at a curatorial, editorial level. I have no problem with, say, Tate making powerful use of its new branding in aggressive promotional campaigns, but I take issue with the heavy use of branding inside the exhibitions themselves. When I am already there, I don’t need to be reminded of the fact all the time. The new Barbican Art Gallery house style, for example, does not allow the particular visual qualities of the subject to be communicated with sufficient resonance. North’s newly minted identity for the Barbican is typographically bold and strong, but perhaps more appropriate for a commercial product of the type where rival manufacturers produce virtually identical products: washing powders such as Persil or Daz, for instance. These products signal as much difference on the surface as possible, because when you look closer at them, or read their ingredients, you realise that they are identical. So all the effort to distinguish them from one another goes into the packaging and how that visual identity is transferred to its advertising. With an art gallery, the experience of the exhibited subject, on closer inspection, unlike washing powder reveals profuse variety in both content and its interpretation. The difference here is striking and very easy to spot. Time will tell whether North’s new gallery identity will need to be more flexible than its inaugural incarnations suggest. Of course it is necessary to give an art gallery an identity, but what distinguishes the Barbican Art Gallery from other art galleries is its programming, so it is important that the distinctiveness of its programming is communicated. At the Barbican this is made more difficult to achieve when the imagery, the subject that is the programming, is relegated to the status of backdrop for North’s typographic virtuosity. "
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Self initiated projectsAdrian Shaunghnessy says:
"Self-initiated projects are often necessary for the individual's – or studio's psychic health..but the blunt truth is that clients are simply not as impressed with self-initiated projects as they are with a great piece of work done in response to a live brief..."
His advice is;
"Instead try and find a client who you can do a deal with. Try and find a client who will let you do some boundary-defying work in exchange for a substantially reduced fee."
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Having a strong visual styleWe discussed agencies like Designers Republic that had a very strong visual style and were very successful for a period of time, but are no more! Is it because the style went out of fashion and they couldn't reinvent themselves, they had been too successful with their initial branding!
If you shout loud, you'll get noticed, but this cannot last for ever, you will have to fall! Is it then better to work quietly and consistently for ever? Not worrying about notoriety, can you then still be considered a success or is it the good press and adoration from peers that make you a success? Surely if you are keeping you head high above water and doing work you enjoy and love then you are succeeding!
I mentioned how I loved the work of Harry Pearce (see example) and you guys hadn't heard of him. His work is great but he isn't out there plastering it all over our faces. Perhaps I could seek out other designers doing lovely work and keeping it a little bit more to themselves!

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Why does everybody (love to) hate David Carson?Is it true he had no formal training? Do we see him a charlatan striding into our precious arena and shaking it all up! Are we just being precious and narrow minded?? We love the 'infant terrible' in the fashion and fine art world but not in our world?
I hate Carson's work, I find it ugly and didn't understand it. But you can't deny the guy is driven, has passion and worked bloody hard to get where he was. Surely this must be respected? And he made us all think! We're still harping on about it now!! Is it because we are all modernist snobs?
(Maybe I need Pauls opinion?)
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La Conclusion?This is a very personal area for me. My reasoning for doing this course is to understand and know my mind. I want to be confident in my own opinions and skills so I am better equipped to deal with and stand up to people who oppose me in industry. Instead of letting myself be bullied into doing jobs I don't want to do in a way I think is wrong. I want to find my niche, an area I understand and I am confident I know about! My old managing director used to come back at me saying do what we want, what we feel is right, we know the client better than you and if you have time then do what you want as an extra option. I guess he is right and this is the way to play the game diplomatically, a company doesn't want to waist loads of money while you play about having fun, not being efficient with their budget! But this just isn't enough for me, boshing out their crap always killed my excitement of a job. I am stubborn, I can't handle being a puppet, I want to do beautiful work I am proud of that I can put in my portfolio, I guess I am selfish and want to do all this for my own benefit rather than to earn a company shed loads of cash! I guess if I ever work for anyone full time again I have to share the same ideals and aesthetics or it will never work! So finding out what those ideals are and sticking to my guns is what this year is all about!
Speaking to a designer friend of mine at the weekend about this he said: he just loves design, it is his life. If he is given a shit brief he'll make it good, he believes he can make anything good if he puts in the effort. You just have to have the right attitude, you have to make every job you do something you are proud of!
Wim Crowel apparently worked on a branding project for a nuclear power station, a job he really enjoyed but something he wasn't politically sure about. I'm just not sure if I could do this anymore!
For me I have to feel something bigger, a connection with the project. I have to agree with what we are selling or saying or I have to be able to identify with the target audience. Perhaps I can be criticized as being unprofessional, getting too emotionally attached to my work. But as my friend says you have to love it, it is your life, it isn't just a job!
One thing I have learnt over the last 10 years is that you do have to love it and if you don't it will destroy you! The design industry is so demanding. You will be asked to cancel you life at the last minute to work to meet a deadline, this is the norm and friends, family and partners who don't work in the industry don't understand this. And obviously you will be in a tricky position if you have to leave at 5pm every night to pick your children up and work is not ready for a presentation or pitch the following morning!
So what is the answer?Work for yourself.
Leave London, where rates are cheaper.
Teach for an element of security and a feel good factor.
Write for extra cash.
Split yourself in two (Oded Ezer)
Take a year out (a la Sagmeister)
Don't have a family/life!!
Give it all up!!!